helz

I think i'm slowly falling apart!!  I was walking down to work
earlier and the muscle in my thigh just froze!!  It felt like
someone was kicking me constantly.  I had to kinda hop to
work!!  Not good when you have kids to look after!!  And now
my arm is killing me...same thing, muscle pain!!  What the hell
did i do to my body!!!  I did have the hiccups as well but Andie
fixed them for me with some advice from Nicky..so thanks guys!!

After great thought i have come to the conclusion that i might as well just close this page, no one posts, comments or anything on here so no point in waisting my time, i just get losers that want a quickie over the net..piss off twats, i'm not that kinda gal!!
I might leave it open but i doubt i'll update it or anything..so adios!

Everything is going wrong this week..first i got absolutely drenched
yesterday in the rain, then ended up having to stay at work til 6.15!!
Then today my back goes so i'm in agony and i mean agony, its killing
me to sit down!!  Then i stuck a fork in my finger when i was
drying them up!!  I end up having to stay at job 1 til 2, getting
home at 2.20 having to leave again at 2.45 for work again.  I get
there to find they have only paid me half my wages!!  Finish work
at 6 again, get in and it looks like my comp has a virus so i have to
try and fix that!!  Then my phone starts playing up so looks like
i need a new phone now as well!!  What will tomorrow bring? 
Well i already know that i have to stay at work late again, but
thankfully should be home by 2.30 at the latest!!

So..we've had the sun and now comes the rain!!  And boy did it
rain down today!!  Every time i set foot outside the door, it was
if it was waiting for me!!!  I finished work late (6.15pm) and
started home and what happened..the heavens opened and i got absolutely
drenched!!  You could have wrung me out i was that wet!! 
Then what happened when i got in, the bloody sun came out!!  I
hate the English weather, i wish it would just do 1 thing instead of
everything at the same time!!!!

I hate hayfever, it sucks big time!!  Even with medication i'm
still sneezing and stuff like crazy!!  My eyes are watering and my
nose won't stop running!!  I hate the summer it sucks ass!! 
Help me someone!!

Why don't people listen to me when they ask me my opinion!!  Whats the point in asking me if you aren't going to listen anyway!!  Sometimes i think i am too old for some of my friends!!  I see things in a completely different light to them!  Why do people think its ok to force people into something when they don't wanna get involved and then try and convince them it would be ok!  Why does that person then think they are still friends!!  How can they be a friend when they tried to force them into something they didn't wanna do.  I'm not gonna say too much cus its not right but but why can't people see people for who they really are?  Darling his helo has fallen no matter how much you try and defend him, its fallen and gone rusty.  He shouldn't have done what he did.  The other people there shouldn't have done what they did and if you think its ok and that he is still a friend then you are mistaken.  A friend wouldn't do that a friend would say ok, i'm happy with it but if you aren't then thats ok.  Not make out that its ok to do it and that you sould just go with the flow!  I guess we will never agree on it, i guess i will always be the 1 with the old head on my shoulders.  I guess i shall just have to care but not say anything, let you make your own mistakes.  Maybe then you'll listen!!



sorry i ranted, needed to vent somewhere!!

Its just turned Wednesday, so 2 days left and i leave for Cardiff!!  Starting to get a tad excited..not that you'd know!!  Getting hair done tomorrow and boy does it need it!!  Then got a full day at work thurs 8-6 and then all i gotto do is finish packing and i'm away!!  Train is about 11.26 i think from Stafford, changing at Brum then onto Cardiff!!  Will be nice to go back, not visited since i saw Lostprophets last July..this time it will be bigger and better..seeing them play in their home town is a dream!!  And getting to see The Blackout (again) amongst other bands will be cool as well!!  Other good thing about it will be meeting Andie, Marie and the others..looking forward to that almost as much as seeing Lostprophets again!!
Anyway, rambled on so i'll stop and go to bed, but i'm sure i'll write something else when i get back...keep your eyes peeled!!!

Helz xx